Jhene Aiko Efuru Chilombo

Soooo

2009-05-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

Living in the moment... i have no fears...

I'm just happy u were there

and I was here....

You ever feel so ALIVE,

U WANNA CRY?!

And so satisfied...

u wanna die?!

Has reality ever out done your dreams?

Has the lite ever shined so brightly,

u cant see a thing?

everything isnt always...what it seems

and how i describe it isnt always...what it means.....

:) & :-*

truth is

2009-05-08T08:32:00.002-07:00

I can't sleep because I've finally found my soulmate

I can't imagine have waited any longer to see her face

and look into my own eyes

and grab my own feet

a tiny version of me!

(now thats got to be tiny!!!)

this isnt really a poem

more like a confession...

"I'm in LOVE with the LOVE that was once inside of me"

And if you think there's anything better than this,

you've got life completely twisted!

Im no insomniac...I'm a Namiac!

lol

I can't sleep because I don't wanna miss a beat

(in plus she's just so SWEET when she sleeps!)

And she looks just like MY MOMMY when she sleeps :)

Even snores like her too....

So it all comes full circle and puts me at peace

(because I use to love sleeping in the bed with my Mommy.....so this is the next best thing :) Or an even better thing because she is ME! AND MY MOMMY!)

I repeat

Im no insomniac...I'm a Namiac!

lol

2009-05-08T08:32:00.001-07:00

Who I am....

2009-05-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

Who I am....

Who I THINK I am....

And who I WANT to be.....

All look the same to you?

Well, they're all quite different to me.....

I'm just saying....

2009-05-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

It is impossible to be fully engaged in the PRESENT moment, when

you are constantly thinking about the yesterdays and

tomorrows.....living in regret, living in fear, living in

hope.........when you NEED to be living NOW.... this very second,the

one you are in........breathe in it, smile at it, and be thankful for

it........it's all u have.........

Do not be scared of the unknown

Make friends with it

If you are scared of the unknown

You are scared of life

And if you are scared of life

You aren't truly living

To achieve eternal life, you must live everyday helping others and

being the best person you can be to those you encounter....in this

way, you will affect others lives so tremendously, that even after

you are gone, they will take you with them,and keep your memory alive

for the remainder of their lives....and so on,and so forth

10 second poems....

2009-05-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

Everything comes,everything goes,

Everything fast...eventually slows

What comes up, it must come down,

And what goes down, comes back around

Nothing is... or ....everything isnt

Love can't be love..... until it is given

There is no stop...... there is no begin

Life just is.....there is no end

"Here to serve and protect"

-Guardian Girl™

..........................

2009-05-06T15:53:00.001-07:00

Give in,

Pretend.

Let go,

Let in.

Let down...

Again.

Fed up,

Descend.

Give up…

The end.

THE GREATEST OF ALL TIME!

2009-05-04T18:20:00.000-07:00

I LOVE LOVE LOOOOOVE THIS MAN!!

2009-05-03T05:12:00.000-07:00

Am I the only girl, who’s not into fashion?

Louis and Gucci

and things of that fashion.....?

Am I weird because I never say things like

“music is my boyfriend” ?

Am I wrong for not wearing neon nail polish

and being completely in LOVE with SILENCE!

Is it strange of me to be infatuated with myself? lol

Am I the only one who’s addicted to going to Target?

I think I’m the only girl who doesnt pay attention to what type of shoes or clothes a guy is wearinng......?

Like, whats that have to do with ANYTHING?!

Why does my reflection look different to me everytime I look in the mirror?!

Am I the only person who doesnt like the way smoking weed makes me feel?

Am I crazy for being so excited about being alive that I can’t even sleep @ night?

Goodmorning or Goodnight :)

Another one

2009-05-03T05:09:00.000-07:00

Why do we question things we'll never know?

And complicate things that are soo simple?

Life is made for living, not figuring out

No one knows the truth, cause they don't consider....IT ALL IS.

So busy trying to prove points.... converting and convincing,

But what needs to be taking place, is more listening

Cuz its ALL connected ...and its ALL legit

If you don't kno that...

you don't kno shit.

Nami's Haiku

2009-04-30T17:44:00.000-07:00

I had to write a haiku in my English 127 class.....here it is....

Daughter of the wave

Crashes against the shore and

Carries me away

(November 15, 2008)

This is y I don't need a gun.......

2009-04-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

im not the violent type...more like
sit back and just stay silent, right?
reading every word she typed
and all of ur replies
then smile in your face and bite my tongue......
BUT....if I had a gun....
id duck tape ur mouth shut, tie u up....
put the metal to ur temple and read each symbol
pull up every single photo, from each dumb bimbo
and laugh at your fear, rejoice in your tears
i'd have so much fun...if i had a gun
Id never kill you, its pointless
you'll suffer more here...im sure of this

On my way home…10.25.08

2009-04-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

Nights are colder,

days seem longer…

Pray it only makes her stronger.

Stopping at green lights,

going on red…

Mourning the living,

envy the dead.

Crying in silence,

thinking out loud,…

Falling up the ladder,

growing into a child.

More suffering and pain.

the greater she became…

Discover the meaning,

for the first time…

Again.

When one POEM leads to another & another & another...

2009-04-29T10:16:00.001-07:00

"I'm skeptical u could, yet Intrigued that u may."

And sometimes its like...

Ur only "the one" cuz ur the only one here.....

Convieniently in love,

cuz ur the only one near..... My greatest fear? Is that It doesn't get any better,

like I'm searching for the address to an anonymous letter.... Can I be the one...for someone, who is done being young?

Is there a such thing,as that scene in my dreams? When he's the king and I'm the queen....

I do the dishes and he mows the lawn...

He goes to work and I stay at home.

Old Fashion Love, u kno? And sometimes I think....

its not meant to be

Cuz I feel complete...

when its just me...

And so It seems the man in my dreams... is still in love, Feels like I'm stealin love, Like a villain Love

Cause he's real in love,

And I know the feeling...

I just wish it was me

I miss being me

Ms. Always be free!

Who laughed til it hurt

And always found peace

I miss that smile

That sparkle in my eye

The voice that said "it'll be alright" when I cried

I miss being free!

Ms. Always be ME,

Has died

RANDOM (adjective)

2009-04-29T10:14:00.000-07:00

Unmethodical, arbitrary, unplanned, undirected,nonspecific, stray, accidental.....

Im so effing RANDOM!

With SO much to post....I'm feeling overwhelmed, but this is only the first night, so I'm gonna take it easy and just post a few more things that I already have written. I write everyday...so I'll pick and chose when to post my different poems and things of that nature. AND PLEASE, do not be confused by my RANDOM-NESS.

I just wanna share me...with you...and hopefully inspire...something or someone. I promise not to bore you...and if I do...that probably just means you're boring . hahaha. blah blah blah :)

I have so many poems to post...plenty where this came from...

2009-04-29T10:13:00.000-07:00

Love is Lonely….ONLY…. if ur in it alone

Passion IS LOVE….that can’t be controlled

Who doesn’t LOVE love

Who doesn’t love LOVE?

In its truest form…

It has no form or formula

It don’t make sense…it can’t make cents

It just transmits

& That’s just it.

(February 20,2009)

I AM a Lotus Blossom.

2009-04-29T10:09:00.000-07:00

*Meaning of the Lotus Flower*

The Lotus Flower symbolizes purity and divine birth. The unfolding flower embodies the endless ocean of creation.

Because it has buds, blossoms and seed pods simultaneously on the same plant, it represents the past, present and future.

These are my thoughts....as erratic as I am.

WELCOME